Is there anything I can do now...

There is nothing I can do to change the reality... should I just erase all the memories that we have and pretend that we have never met? I hate to lose a friend because of this reason.

Four days after the news spilled out, I have honestly shared my story with trustful friends. Many thanks to Creamy, Erika, Steven, Bonnie & Amit. Your support and love do brighten my day.

Now, I am moving on...

P.S. Jacky, Fiona, Terry and I sang K today. This song encouraged me a bit and I would like to share with you.

給自己的情書

歌手：王菲 | 作曲：C Y Kong
填詞：林夕 | 編曲：C Y Kong

請　不要灰心　你也會有人妒忌
你　仰望到太高　貶低的只有自己
別　蕩失太早　旅遊有太多勝地
你　記住你的髮膚　會與你慶祝鑽禧

＊啦啦啦　慰藉自己
　開心的東西要專心記起
　啦啦啦　愛護自己
　是地上拾到的真理＊

＃(我要給我)寫　這高貴情書
　用自言自語　作我的天書
　自己都不愛　怎麼相愛
　怎麼可給愛人好處

　(憑著我)　這千斤重情書
　在夜欄盡處　如門前大樹
　沒有他倚靠　(他不可倚靠)
　歸家也不必撇雨＃

請　不要哀傷　我會當你是偶像
你　要別人憐愛　先安裝一個藥箱
做什麼也好　別為著得到讚賞
你要強壯到底　再去替對方設想

REPEAT＊＃

啦.......　拋得開手裡玩具
先懂得好好進睡　深谷都攀過後
從泥濘尋到這不甘心相信的金句

REPEAT＃＃

Jay... New Subititue For a Yoga Class

Getting up at 6:10am this morning... rushing to gym and expecting to have a good yoga class in E- House were the first thing came into my mind. However, Samantha, the yoga instructor was not in. Therefore, Jay was the substitute. Maybe it was our first class; her teaching and gesture were not too difficult. I enjoyed her class.

On the other hand, I am setting up a secret target. There is 30.5 to go. I am not going to tell you until the mission is completed.

Drama

Creamy, Wai, Matthew and I are currently in charge of the stage property for the upcoming drama in two weeks. We had a first rehearsal yesterday and met some new people. They only thing Creamy and I have to pull back and forward is the fake stones. Making sure not to break them in pieces and put them in the right location in speedy manner was quite challenging.

On the other hand, the actors and actresses were teenagers. They were fun to hang out with and respected me as an adult that made me feel odd at the beginning. I feel like a big sister now.

Sweet Wedding

Sai Ho's wedding pictures was given to me through our mutual friend last week. It was nice. The couple and I have know each other for more than 10 years. Time flies... Wish you both the best! 

I am the Luckiest Person

After drinking excessively last night, my friends just dragged me back home safely. I did not really remember much about last night. Loads of chatting, dies game and drinking without limitation... I just wanted to get drunk and depart myself from the reality world for a while.

Waking up extra early this morning... my head was still spinning, did not know why, and felt everything is so beautiful; I just had to let go.

Let go, let go and let go...

I should be thankful that I am still alive with lots of loving people, my life should be fun and bring more happiness to people around me... I am moving on.

Thanks to Raj, Cibo, Chui Sir & Kim! I have found myself to be the Luckiest Person in the World.